you probably blanket him too, so let him know. i love him, i will always love him. he has a place in my heart that no one can take. and i miss him, i do. but he’s gone. and he’s gone. and i lost him, i let myself lose him. and i wish i could remember the way he smelled, or the way he smiled, or the way he cried. for those who saying moving on is hard, i disagree. it’s holding on that is harder. holding on to the memories that made you you, but to those memories that vanished away too. it’s guilt, they say. but it’s not. it’s self deprecation. tell him i loved him. tell him the sky falls upon my head too. tell him i need him to know i will move on and hold on at the same time. tell him i’m always here with him. he is my sky, wherever i go- he follows.
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